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Today met a lot of new frens!! Yippee!!! Lol. It was fun!!! Today after IS i went out with ruth. it was fun the whole day!!! wahaha!!! Busy cannot write much!!!



Today was a fine day! Way to go!!! Finally a day!!! Late was the word to describe me this morning, but when i reached sch. everyone was lyk slacking ard canteen one. huh? The tym was lyk 900 sharp, and i thot moi class was puntual ppl. Debra, Raveen and I went to grab some tidbits. Planned to share during lectures but we sit too far liao!! Den when we took the lift up, i can squeeze in ok? wahaha.

After the class, my usual group went to SIM for lunch. I had honey braised chicken, it looked pretty bloody to me at first but taste super nice!!! We den rushed fer our Macro lecture. After that we went to canteen 3. I ate ice kachang-- one of my fav food!!!

On the way to the wcomm tutorial, we met one good-looking guy!!! wahaha! He was lyk asking fer directions to canteen two. walkin there is easy but driving there is another thing altogether. Futhermore the road was one way street to the SIM there. So we were lyk dunno ow to ans him. haha. but jux tell him where the agar location. He horned his car at us to thank us! Awwwww... so sweet.. wahaha... me high liao! Oopx.

Today Wcomm we had meeting and minutes. It was so serious! Omg. After the whole thing we were lyk laughing. Had a gud tym though. I lyk role-playing!!!

Forget to add on. i am goin to study hard for my CAs ok. i dun care. i wanna top the class. i noe i am ambitious but that's my style. Bleahx. Oopx. Haha... Gtg liao. need to wake up pretty early tmr.



Now in centre point mac. quite happy i guess. hmm now with Gena. waitin fer her bf. Sianx at home still have to do macro. den got smth wrong with the wcomm thing. this one is not moi fault. i dun care liao.

I think i goin hm at ard 8. now is lyk 715 liao. shld be veri fast going home liao.

gtg



I will be strong de!!! i suppose. i am currently trying to shut off myself and keep to myself.

I hate myself. i feel lyk geting a tattoo. but if i get one i will nvr get to survive in my house ever again!!! Wahaha. i dun find comfort in any thing i do liao. ijuz live a sad life lahx ok!!! Tok abt living life to the fullest.

Yesterday i woke up lyk ard 230. i thot the clock spoiled. haha. nvm. after finishing lunch, i went to do the BCA units f, g, h and i. so that explains the free tym i have now. i really dunno anything. He seems happy or that's wat his blog saes. i dunno. hahax. me heck care liao.

i feel lyk i am being hated by the whole class. wth. fine. i dun care. wahaahaa...



To her:

Hmm. i am so ashamed of the things i have done. So pls leave me alone. coz it is too late to regret? jux treat me as a dead person!!! i dun care. i am not worth to be your fren aniwae.

i need to keep quiet. so dun bother me. i am not a good friend. i hate myself. ignore me for the moment coz i really need tym to forgive myself. it might be days, months or even years. Or even it could take forever.

To him:

i dunno if you would read my blog but hu cares. i will just fade from your life slowly. i wanna forget eveything. and i mean everything! lame me. jux treat me like i dun exist. i have been thinking. i lyk taking risks but i dun really wanna take it now.




Ooh moi nails!!!



Retail therapy! My saviour. I think i almost collapse today. heng i go out with Gena today went bugis! So i can say i am no longer moody liao! But still have some after effects. Just reached home. Now is like close to two liao.

Aniwae met Gena at ard 3 but i was late. Sori. Den on the way there, we met Kai Yan! OMG!! i thot they were lyk going to meet each other but no. hahax. the funny thing was that kai yan meetin one friend to go bugis to do manicure too!!! the same shop we goin to! Such a coincidence!!! wahaha! Den met Liping. all pretty gals! Lol. Den sort of went together with them.

When we reach bugis we went to do manicure first! Ooh... i chose a simple pattern coz i nvr try be4. den ky went first. she chose black base with pink flower. den i chose pink base with white flower. while gena and LP got french manicure. it was nice!!! i am so goin to try that next next week.

After we went shopping fer a while. me bought a lot of things. i so goin to work again liao. me no money liao! sianz. bought a lot of clothes AGAIN. moi mum is so goin to scold me! Hahax.

Den went to billy bombers to eat. Ky and LP work place! so cool. the things not cheap but the serving can really FILL you! So i think it is pretty worth it!

Me tired liao! i think i need to buy brown eyeliner. oopx. lol.



I am at this point of life whereby i really dunno how to carry on. Haiz. First, it is all abt misunderstanding. Was trying to help but ppl think i tryin to do stunts. Am i that kind of person? I dun blame you. But i am not stupid either. I am not goin to do stupid things especially when this kind of thing lyk very dangerous. It wasn't me from the start but i dunno why ppl blame me!!! Not worth it!!! But this thing whole thing has really dampen my spirits.

Secind thing is that i dunno why you are so close to me. i cant breathe at all. i am suffocating!!! Give me some place pls? Haix. Wth. Third is that my dad nagged at me again. Come on it wasn't me!!!! Nvm, now that i am lyk the eldest every blame is onto me. Whateva. I am determined to get what i want and i dun care what else is blocking me! The more obstacles on the way to moi goals! The more aggressive i will be in achieving it.

Finally, you are the last thing on my mind. But now that you seems to know, i can not do anything about. Sorry about the crazy things i did, just wasn't myself at times. I dunno why either, but i lyk risks. wadeva. haix. i dun really wanna care abt tis. So i will leave you alone coz i am tired.I dun wan you to do anything either, let's just remain friends. As simple as FRIENDS. It is lyk suddenly my boundless energy had been zapped out.

Sorry. Oh yeah my msn nic is not because of you! I juz lyk that song!!!





My most dearest lipstick
Fake Lashies!!!


Kudos to Jiamin!!!!

I finally finish doin moi own blog!!! Nice one!!! I so lurve it. went online lyk nine? Den really concentrating on the blog stuff. Such as finding the blogskins. Took such a long tym. But it was all worth it. But there is still a flaw!! NVM!

Now i am all worn out. Tmr still have test, but i dun think i will really study!!! wahaha... lazy me!!! Now moi eyes are all blurry coz of using too much com...

So tired!!! Here are the photos------------------>>>>>>>>>>>



Dun dare to show myself! Lame. met razi today. understood a lot of things frm him. wahaha. i am so silly! Lol. writting this entry offline. why? To save on internet bills! Razi sae moi blog not nice!!! wth. gonna change back liaoz. lol. wordx too small. and he advice me not to write wordy blogs! Lol. so now i am supposed to tok less, mean more! That is lyk challenge fer me! i am eva so talkative, wahaha!!!

Today make andy frustrated liao. Hmmm. sorry. din really noe you care so much abt your shoes.

I am here to explain why are moi entries so sadded. i finally found out why! I wanna write tis sad things out so i can forget them, and i usually dun write happy stuff out becoz i want them to remain inside moi heart! Maybe that's why moi blog is so sad!!! But i am really a happy person!!! Try asking me sad stuff the next day! i will have to read moi entries. wahaha. weird me!!!!

Moi hp is down!!! so sad. drop too many times i guess. so now lyk cannot sms. wahaha. sianz.

BTW i upload a few pics!!!!



Hmm... finally got the heart to change blogskins again. later meeting razi... yipeee!!!! giving him a surprise later. lol... wahahaha... oopx.

really wanna go out with him... dunno whether to ask him out anot.



Now i am in IS. dunno whether to link anot... wahaha... wadeva... so sianx... need to finish a 300-word essay. den later maybe need to do the wcomm project coz tmr think got meeting. haix. but have to wait fer andy and kim finish the findings den i can conclusion. was really fed-up yesterday (it is not you andy if you r reading moi blog) but with moi family. haiz. poor me. no money. den kena nagged by moi dad fer the hp bill. die liao. can cum collect moi body liao. lol. he jux noe i broke moi sms record but he did not noe i burst moi outgoing call too!!! i cant go heaven liao...oopx. den he went on to nag abt the internet bill fees. asked me how many hours i need to go online. wth. at least one hour a day lorx. den keep tellin me that the expenditure of the family is now bigger than what he earned! wth. cum on. i dun really want to do this lorx. lol. dun care. dun really have the energy to care liao. everytym is liddat. maybe i shouldn't have been born in this world in the first place... wth... den i wont waste their money ritE!!!!

Den after moi father nag finish... it is now to moi brother. wth... wanna use phone dun wanna use earlier. cum on bath so long... wth. den scold me summore. i controlled lorx. really wasn't a good day at home yesterday. so stressed to go online. buy ink cartridge fer moi printer that cost 37 dollars. had to fork out moi own money. going broke liao. die. die.

Hui ping i am not sad. i just lead a sadded life. a veri complicated one too. it is way too hard to act happy sumtyms when i think abt tis kind of things... it is near impossible fer me to really think i am happy.



I juz wanna do moi work asap. and there it is moi obstacle. haix. ppl veri de slow. pull me down the drain. no choice hab to do it tmr i guess. unless that person can gib me a deadline on when he is goin to finish their work or at least pass me the findings.

wat a day. looks are not really wat it seems! that's is alwaes happenning to me, me and moi observations. I am happy ok. just fed up sometyms.

so pls dun sae moi blog is sad! wahahaha... see i laughed!



Wat a sad day!!! Had a disappointing day in sch. the class is lyk so weird today. i dunno wat is wrong. haix. thot our class were goin to be united. yah rite. thot they veri on but everyone is lyk so slack. maybe it is not wat i have thot it was. me and my assumptions. thot sch was goin to be fun. but i dun think so now. it is going to be boring. haix. wth. i will just sit back and relax.

DISAPPOINTING



Juz came back from sentosa. too tired to write a long entry so i will jux keep it short. today was fun went wif lyn to sentosa and be her model for the project. was being pictured as the 'mermaid'. lolx. met her friends: herman, shafique, yan and jun. bleahx. had a fun day with them although we juz met fer a few hours. lol. had a lot of jokes here and there.

after sentosa, thought of eatting at deli. nvr tried that so i was quite eager. went wif lyn to lot 1's to eat deli. hmm took the 188 bus. was damn fast and i slept abt half the journey. den ate at deli, the food lyn recommend was real good!!! haha. bleahx. luve it!!!

Now i am tired gtg!



I dun really noe wat to say at this point! Am i really that bad? How cum it happens to me? Do i look lyk that kind of person? Or do ppl treat me as the kind of person whereby i can be fooled around? I am so disappointed! Haix. Wth. Bloody.I am really disappointed, hmmm maybe i will not rush things. maybe i will just sit back and well interrupt when necessary. i dunno what to say. I guess i am moody again. lol.

Now is lyk 5:50p.m. on moi com, dun dare to go online to write this post, coz moi connection is dial up so it means that i have limits on how long i go online! Plus it is really slow!!!! Haix, wat to do? i am poor!!! moi familty is, i dunno why i live a life lyk this! how i wish i dun really have to worry abt money sumtym. not that i want to live lyk i can throw money ard but i hope i can afford to go round shopping at tyms and ,aybe dun have to wory abt sch fees. which i am paying off moi father's CPF. it sux. further i am a PR which means i have to pay foreigner fees, that is lyk the full fees. And i have to sign up for the tution grant which is to let the government subsidised the tution fees to me and they will bond me to work in singapore for 3 years after i graduate. But i wanna go uni, and i bet the fees are really high and i think i have to sign for the tution grant again. i guess i am bound to be in singapore for good. There goes moi dream to study else where. yah rite as if i have the money to do so. My lfe is cursed, i think!

Really moody and feel lyk toking to liyana but i guess she will be workin. i feel it seems that we have drawn apart, it is really sad. i hope nth happen to our four year long friendship. you really matters to me but i dunno how to express at tyms. and i can be really blur. sorry really miss you. hmm. i am sorri to being close to razi, i wanna be close coz he is your boyfriend and i really wanna be the if he's your property i will love that kind. if you get what i mean, sorry not good at expressing.myself. haix.

Took a nap just now and now waiting for the heater to heat up. i am really weak coz just after swimming, i fell ill. stupid me. haix wth. at least now i healed abt 3/4 . but still got a noisy nose and little sore throat. lol. i am juz weak!!!

Gotta go, coz i wanna sleep again and well bath first. i noe i am not in a good mood. haix. wat to do seh. dis are all moi frustrations. Have to vent before i get more sick!



Finally get to finish constructing moi blog! So happy! Thanx to liyana!

Yesterday went to meet moi dear Liyana after sch which was abt 5 liddat lahx. But i got released early 30 mins earlier? Aniwae i was really sick yesterday. couldn't really listen to the lectures or tutorial, so ppl ask why am i alwaes sleepin. sorri i am kinda sick here! Had a fever, cough and moi worst nightmare SORE THROAT! I thot i could faint at tyms, but i juz held on. it juz wasn't a gud tym to be sick, it sux! I slept almost thru out the whole lecture coz i dun really have the energy to stay up and focus on the lecture. yesterday was sad! Den aftr the Mgmt lecture i meet up with ruth, kelly and ai zhen! Moi lovely babies. Haha. din get to meet up with them last friday so tis week got a lot to tok abt. we took pics and tok abt kelly's pro! Lol. She will kill me de. den sort of leave moi class ppl. bleahx. so sorry din mean to. but it is already decided to meet every fri. den we went to the bookshop to grab some books and panadol, coz moi headache was really bad and i feel so giddy. haiz den pass all moi "boredomness" to them so sad. lol. den when i suddenly laugh they also started laughing. LoL. Copy cats! At the library we kept takin pics, everybody was lyk lookin at us. Bleahz. sorry we onli get to meet once a week. the sad thing was when ruth started to leave to join her class everyone started leavin. sad seh! so i went to join the class. had some TA25 singing idol competition being held there. everyone was lyk sining, i mean the guys. PLEASE! lol. haha. they were all singing the same song over and over again since morning! Haha. Not exactly they but andy. lol. i think he has no real songs to sing, coz he is lyk singing the chorus part onli. Bleahz. Den moi headache got worst, tried to get sumone to pon that lesson but NO ONE. haix no choice but to go for the lesson. i also slept throughout the infa workshop.

After the workshop, went to the bus stop with huiping, cindy, kim and andy. coz i dun really noe how to get there from sch. lol. huiping, cindy and kim were going to the JE library to do project den i dunno for andy dunno go hm or join them. haiz den reach at clementi way before 5. bleahx. den called liyana to find out where was she. she was still at sch!!!! haix. den waited for her at MAC. slept there too. coz moi fever is climbing and plus the badd air inside it was almost getting out of contrl. Finally she came at ard 6. i dunno, we went to the big bookshop to check out the laptop bag. She bought the laptop bag and some coloured pen, i was quiet and non-responsive. sorry gal i was really sick! bleahx. We den head to the KFC to eat, actually it was onli her coz i got sore throat and well cant eat anything fried haha, sianx. i was tempted of course but no choice i have no appetite. haiz but i wanna eat, bleahx weird me. hAh. den went off to mac to learn the blog decor. learned so many things! Haha... it was cool. me not really clever at internet things. but i still got little bit of problems haix.. wth... nvm. i can ask.

Den liyana wanted to fit her laptop bag in and Ooopx! cannot go iN! Bleahx. den had to change. But liyana was lyk so stubborn! trying to squeeze in! It was impossible. den i tried to put the packaging back coz i scared the ppl won't accept le! Haha. she was also veri reluctant to go back to change. i was tired too. but i thot it was important. so we went back. showed the staff the product and she was lyk telling us that "Goodness you guys never remove the packaging!" Bleahx! Me and liyana exchanged knowing looks. hahaz.

Oh yeah, enuff bout yesterday! today i am well!!! Recover abt half of moi energy, feel a little bit giddy though... haha... Oooh. later maybe gonna meet zhihao teach him maths coz he fail. friend friend mux teach what. Look forward to meetin him too coz a long tym fren liao.



i am so sad. so depressed i feel lyk i am so alone with no one beside. all is fake all is not true. it is all a nightmare. i am suffering inside badly! i am very sad. i cried. no one is comforting. isn't that sad? i wanna close myself up once and for all! so i wont get hurt again! i wish i would not get hurt again. COz the world is all jux a lie. all is finished. i dun feel good at all. i wish i would wake up from this nightmare.



I am going to be sick again or at least i think so. It is all because of all the chocs i ate, i am so hopeless!!! Why have i ate soooooo many chocs? coz i work at watsons that has really very the most temptous chocs in the world! Haha... aniwae i also feel veri the sad too so i ate choc to maintain moi happiness... haix... den now liddat liao so ke lian... haha...

I din ate chocs today so i am bit not good mood. act not a bit lahz hahaz. wadeva. this week has happened a lot of things o really to comment but i really dun wan sae anything. wadeva. i am so bored! Help! i am a loner! i am a failure. it is only moi facade to pretend everything's alright! i am not feeling ok! i dun feel good at all. Is there hope? At all?

Tis wed was IS. den OUR grp decided to do the LMS and IAC project together. so it was lyk ok since i onli work at ard 5 and the project probably will take 3 hours the most? BUT the rate the L***** discussed things it could take forever!!!! It wasn't even realistic sometimes! Hahz. i tried to give comments but everyone was lyk no comments at all! haiz... den she was lyk discussing the script that took lyk a total of 3 hours i think! haiz... den they lyk dun care abt efficiency at all... everything was lyk soooooo slack. i even suspect that i muz be in the dream... took so long!
wadeva den i tolerated coz i really got no comments! Since i wasn't on the same bandwidth with them. it was totally useless...

Den it finished ard 330.... oh no... i am late for work!!! den ard 4 den i reach home! late fer work liao... den reach work ard 520? 30 mins late you noe? haix... den explain to them lorx

den sms frens, they nvr really reply den moi msg burst you noe!!!! haha... so sianz sms too much liao... moi father will scold me de... end of month die liao... i still haven learn how to make blog! so stupid rite! haha.

today was an eventful day coz i went out with ruth and darren... soooo cool act wanted buy a short one... but i think look look round first... haha... tok to darren only den neglect ruth a bit! sorry haha... hmmm you sick liao betta take care kaes? haha... will miss you!! 3 daes not meeting lehx haha...

Now really veri tired... wanna slp liao

i really dunno i am a friend in their eyes, maybe i am jux an entertainer in their eyes.



I feel lyk cryin. It is all i can say for today. mood is not really good... i am a failure! Hopeless Creature! i feel so depressed. i shouldn't be born in this world anyway.

The harsh words are all too diff for me to handle. what should i do? i cant stand it liao... think i goin to break down liao. i am really hurt! it's so tiring! i feel lyk giving up on moi whole life! i cant take it liao...



i am soooooooooooo fedup with moi bro... what does he do inside the toilet? moi bladder is soooo going to burst... Hurry up lahx... aniwae did a really stupid thing today. Shall not elaborate.. it is all because nvr sleep lorx... cause me make the wrong decision... aniwae i quitting soon...

Hahaz.... dun really dare sae anything lehx... hopeless me seh... hmmm... me goin to go siao liao...... haix... hopless me...........

today chill out with liyana a while... hmmm.... act i really wanna sae smth? tis is jux the start.... you guys hang on can? i have nvr seen any friends' relationship stay good for very long den all lyk not real liddat all so fake... that is what makes me dun wanna hab relationship and sumtym scared of having... hmmm... when you guys came along i really feel warmth in this relationship lyk i have nvr seen be4. and make me feel there is really lyk true love? haix... so sad... dun really wan your to be *************** jux becoz of this small things ok? if you guys break i really feel sad for you!!!! i can onli sae i would alwaes be there for you guys!!!



juz came back to work... Weee den now quite high coz i hab finally quitted! But i will really miss the place... haix... coz i really lyk the workplace and well there r problems that caused me to quit... And to top it off... i met really nice ppl not to mention some horrible ppl at watsons. so if i ever work at watsons i would choose NAC... Well now a bit tired... hmmm..in fact very. but would really lyk to update moi blog.

Today i accompany razi to see laptop cover bag.... we actually walked abt 500m to bukit timah plaza.... that's so stupid... aniwae.... at sch i think i told him things that should not have been told.... i feel so guilty... haix... really sorry.. din noe i caused such a big trouble... i saw that guy when i was goin to meet razi at canteen 1 and sort of surprised to see him though... hahaz sae moi hiz... hmmm... den went off to find razi... hahaz... wadeva.. and well went online for a while and met his indian mixed chinese friend quite cute... reminds me of ilyas.. hahaz... sssssh... haix... aniwae told him smth i really shldn't hab. me big mouth. den hurried up to check out the BTP's popular laptop bag. den after that we went beauty world to eat Mac and sort of tell him moi little little secret that is i dunno... so not lyk me.. i trust him... but hope he keep his promise to keep shut. shared with him a few things there coz really feel lyk i am all alone in this world... haiz... poor me. after that we went to BPP( bukit panjang) we also went popular to check out the bag.... more choices there too... but in the end he nvr buy coz too ex... den got a few funny moments... hahazz... shouldn't share that coz is kinda lame... i noe his mood not too good... coz he nvr tease me... hahaz... Sorry hope it is alright. stupid me. haix... me me me... den we went hm coz his mum ask him to... family guy... he also told me things abt him. haix...

Den i slept for 45 mins(precious precious) hahaz... and den prepare to go work ard 445... reached there quite late. haix... and i still hope i see winston... fat hope... did a lot of thinking on the wae there of course... den went to work... did the roti aka sanitary pads department and confect section. hm... quite bored coz eric not there and then ayu busy being cashier. haix... den went to do moi work lorx... it was tedious cos all the roti all spread all over the box... diff to noe which box keep what. so i did it real slow... haha... finally at ard 0830 i went to do confect with front facing at the same tym. hmmm... den it was closing tym. soooo fast tym really flies... den bought some things frm watsons... haix... wait fer the ayu to be off... so it was until1040 den left the place... ask ard for their number cos i leaving soon mahx... the ppl there sooo nice... really feel bad abt leaving them... aniwae on the bus tok to ayu abt the customers buying habit of buying *arhem* things... it was soooo funny hahaz.... and i think got ppl overhear our conversation... hahaz... hu cares? den i asked for eric's no. coz wanna shuai him... hahaz... soooo sad he dun really remember moi name... haix... hopeless lahx him... haix... hmmm... den he goin to treat me next week yeah!!! but i dunno if i want a not... haix... hmmm wadeva
me veri the tired le gtg...

Today was an eventful day! Lots of things happen to me. Sad and happy things.
Firsly... Today i woke up at ard 12 liddat. Dunno why i slept till so late but should be the days that the sleep hours i hab missed. i ate Brunch at abt 1230 coz i was pretty hungry and moi mum had just finished cookin. that's how long i hab overslept moi usual hours. today or shld i sae yesterday i went to work ard 345. It was cloudy at that tym. Thought it was goin to rain. haix. But i din rain be4 i got to the busstop or did it rain when i board the second bus which is 190. Quite lucky. Hahaz. Almost missed the 190, coz it was rite in front of moi bus. Got really lucky i think. And i reached Orchard(moi workplace) at around 430. Quite fast you noe? Stopped at just outside the tangs busstop. Was really crowded there, coz it was labour day. i den started walking towards the Lucky Plaza underpass to Ngee Ann City. Den as i was walking i went across SK. And saw one familiar face. There mux be smth wrong ritE? Coz he is not supposed to be there but in jurong point! Hmmm.. On much close scruntiny, i finally confirm it was him. hahax... wth? Can't be that of an coincidence rite? There he was standing as smart as eva the way i like abt him... Hahaz... Crspx... I dun really dare to let him see me in that uniform. that gay colour unoform. Hahax. I dunno if he noticed me cox when i passed by there wasn't many ppl to cover me. hmmm... well... i dunno. The one question i wanna ask is that are we fated? i mean of all the outlet why at lucky plaza? why not IMM or west mall? Hmmm. Or did he stalk me? Hahax. Aniwae was thinkin the whole wae thru when i reach the watsonz... the dreaded place. was still thinkin abt him. i really wanted to share with ayu or anione... but everyone was like busy and ayu sort of off day today!Fine... Share wif her another day. Den came another him in moi life... i dunno what to say abt him. Really. Coz he treats me like real nice and i do like him in terms of friends type. But i am positively sure abt smth. Hmmm... But lyk no one like believe me . Haix... Wth. Nvm. But who cares rite? I am going to quit soon you noe?
Den i was supposed to do cashier and coounted the float... SHE... THE DISGUSTING AND FAKEY SHE keep nagging at me when i count money. SO FAKE. Cant she be more patient? Hmmmm SUCKY SHE onli nag at me when the others not ard. but when the nice ppl come she pretend i am all in the wrong. hUmPh! Dun really wanna tok to her anymore. Fed up you noe. Den when closing that tym she sort of nag at me again. BLOODY... WTH!!! Den sae things lyk why i so many problems why cannot one tym not gib her problem? HELLO? This is the first tym she doin closing for me... COME ON? i seriously think that she did not quit her last job, she got sacked becoz of her attitude. HUMPH. Den there was a problem with moi closing. i act type wrong. den i tried to explain to her. SHE WILL NEVER LISTEN. COME ON I AM BLOODY FED UP WITH YOUR SCOLDING LIAO HORX!!! PLS DUN REGRET WHAT I GOING TO DO TO YOU HORX. PPL IN WATSONS DUNNO HOW TO DO MATHS DE. BLOODY I GOT DISTINCTION IN BOTH EMATHS AND AMATHS OK? I CAN DO MATHS BETTER THAN YOU. PLS? Hopeless creatures. haix... Den when i reached home, moi friend told me that SHE is liddat one... And since this is the first tym since two weeks i had done cashiering. Why should she complain? i only have one void today ok? i had dunno like 12 to 20 void that tym. BLOODY... haix... got nth to sar liaox... Den of course moi 'buddy' came to the rescue. haiz... i dunno when i call him moi buddy? Crazy world i think?

Got to go liaox... Really tired got to wake up at 7 2moro. coz lesson start at 9am.

i am now a bit in a moody situation... hmmm...i feel lyk i hab disconnected frm this world. humph!!! sianx... hab grown thinner... it is all because of work... silly me... work and study isn't what i am after thot it would be lyk cool cox got money to spend and stuff...but look at me... i look lyk one heck of hell. but who cares?

maybe i should juz leave all this things behind me... abt her... haix... wth... hmmm... really not in a good mood to comment further...

at work... i think moi hunch is just 100% right... the wae he treats me... what a silly world? i am juz a simple yet-to-be 17 girl. haix... therefore i should lead a simple life? y should i worry so much yet? money isn't abt everything. abt him. i really dunno what to do. he seems real nice. but theres alwaes the cons... hmmm... too bad moi listening ear is gone... could be 4eva... haix... maybe could be really that i am ready to face the selfish world. Ppl dun owe me anything... They just WANT everything... and they wont really give it back unless they get what they want.

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Jiamin
Ordinary Gal
Madly In love with KELVIN LOW
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