Thursday, June 29, 2006 @ 10:46:00 PM
i am so in love with panic at the disco!!!! esp the brendon... his vocal is not bad... but it is onli the recording. not sure if live wld be nice anot... aniwaes i found the cd!!!! yipppeeee... thanx to hadfiz of course... haha...lol.... thanx guy... sooooo touched....
i dun give a damn bout things nowadays. tmr goin out with debra to town dunno do wat.... haha... maybe can see my darlings at nac watsons... haahaaa..... i am happy for now... yippppeeee.... hmmm...
today someone sent me a stupid email... which i think it was kinda dumb.. but i wrote sum idiot things inside which is so not true... i think this kind of email are stupid lahx... got tricked before... but not just put half lies.... kinda angry FRENS do this kind of things to me lahx... so sincere....
i am goin to diet again... eatin lesser again... haha... good choice! growing fat lahx...
goin out for the rest of my week and next week.... i am so busy.... haix. still got infa hw... bleahx... i wanna sleep... but throw me a pool game i am super energised again....
Wednesday, June 28, 2006 @ 5:43:00 PM
slept for 2, 3 hours... i am so bloody sick... haha.. so unhappy. god has punished me hard. and i am still not coming down. ever. i dun wanna lose. i am gonna wait. i am suffocating alrite. haha....
no she wont help. i am jux nth to her now. i am not jealous. just angry that she will treat a friend like this. hmm. yah downgraded liao.
weiting!!! i am sad. sad sad lahx. i dunno how am i goin to go sch tmr. i wish i was sickcox i dun wanna go sch... haha.
play pool today with weiting den kena ps zm for lunch.. sry. sry. next tym ba.. it was enuff to cheer me up for a while... coz all my shots very funny... all those impossible to go in one go in den easy to go in one go siao. sianx. den got so many tyms the white ball went to the hole. and it jump ball go in one lorx. go die lahx... but i wanna comment weiting is not bad.
called hadfiz to tell him that i improved liao... haha.. so funny... he was like you are calling me to tell me this? pls i am not normal these days lorx. haha... i having vreathing difficulty ah.. haha...
pls? no more games... i am sick and tired... pls stop.
@ 9:55:00 AM
dying soon...
heyx... where is my knight in shining armour? i am dying from the evil crutches of that... killing me softly from the inside.... no one believes me... i dunno why lahx... maybe i am not weird to them? i am a sad gal... sadded is the word to descibe my life... i dun give a damn liao... saw a shuai ge in my friendster.... haahaa... toking abt sad.... i am lost... my knight in shining armour? yah rite! dream on jiamin... i am so damn messed up in my life... i am feelin fed up... i feel i dun have any best friend now. feelin so pretentious...
i dunno anything... and i dun wanna noe anything... my heart pains but i am not showing it... no way... i dun wanna be portrayed as sad jiamin.. i will never show! but i am already so tired and sick... i dun like it at all...i am goin under....
so sick...i wish i am going to be sick...sick as in the hospital or injured. haha..i am feeling gothic.., sry... i am not really feeling good...dun care abt me...i am just a sad gal...
sufferings...haha... sooooooooooooo unhappy.... sad.... wish you were here..... but hey we are separated.... you dun seems to care abt me... leaving me to rot... i am so hurt... so bloody damn sick of your neglections... i dun think yo uunderstand me at all!!!
Tuesday, June 27, 2006 @ 12:11:00 AM
hmm...
bloody. i cannot upload that beautiful song. sadded lorx. really like the 2 cute guys a lot... haha... brunettes are not so bad after all. haha. like the way they sing. i look thru the videos... lol. like them is the word. talented too!!! ooh. cool. they are the panic! at the dance floor lahx... haha... so nice. they can sing off tempo songs too nia... lol..envious lahx.
hmm... no one believes i am sad lahx. haix. nvm. i dun care liao. tok to zh on the phone today. was nice tokin to him. haix... haha. said sorry to herman.. the conversation with him sounded wrong. haha. lol. all i wanted to say is sorry.... lets just be friends.
i am gonna be patient. haha.. lol... wat is wrong with my blog..
today quite attitude to almost everyone. sorry
Saturday, June 24, 2006 @ 1:24:00 AM
sianx...
i wan to call but i have no guts lahx. haix. damn. i dunno why i becum so shy sia... haha. not doin stupid things can liao. my mon is almost fully book haha... lol...
miss him oh yah... lol....
i am so bored!!! soooo lost...
call him? haha.. i am mad!
Wednesday, June 21, 2006 @ 11:38:00 PM
uuuuuuuuuuuuuurghh
i just cant resist the temptation of blogging.
haha. aniway went to play pool today. so fun and i am hooked. damn it. no more shopping for me nia. i am gonna pro my pool skills. i just cant hit the ball straight all the tym. damn it man. hadfiz. next time you see me play you WILL see improvements! haha. really nia... i am so goin to prac...
so yah... currently i am goin to grab ppl prac pool with me! haha... lol.. i am not using you but hey you see me play pool you are so goin to laugh. i can do funny things nia. i feel like the clown nia...
haha... got one tym the ball went underneath.. haha and i went underneath to get it.. lol. gosh din noe i did that kind of thing but hey.. i was high k? den i dun think too much haha.... lol...
@ 11:12:00 AM
ooh.this week is kinda busy for me. hahax. i am booked right up to sun. haix. he invited me to chat on the phone should have seized the chance but hey. i am not that despo. i was tired that day. haix. sad. so i dun really have the energy to stay up lest say talking to him. haven chatted with him for 24 hrs? i think so. haha. i am not that obsessed now to count the time. it is lame. today goin to play pool at orchard and then go chinatown to go eat claypot rice. hahax. lol. lame nia. hahax there goes my tym in doing hw. haix. tmr and fri i am goin to work and yikes! i gotta call the dominic. hahax... call later. haha. have to wake up at 6. i am goin to earn another 100 bucks. wahaha. yah! dunno after hols i will continue working anot. hahax. i am so sianz. hmmm... haha. dun think i am gonna blog tonight so yah here's my entry.... and i miss him? haha... lol... hope i am not too obsessive with him... gtg meet hadfiz and can can now... gtg... wahaha... yipeee!!!!
Tuesday, June 20, 2006 @ 11:28:00 PM
dead beat.
i am so tired. just came back frm the dance sport. i am tired nia. hahax. haix. went to watch she's the man with cheryl. it is super duper nice! saw the duke[channing tutam] or smth. haha. he is a real hunk. gosh. how can a guy grow so handsome? haha. tired i am nia. after the movie went to bras basah to get shoes for her dancing. haha. imagine dancing on 2 1/2 inch shoes! lol. tok on the way though. hope she keeps a secret? haha. lol. thanx gal. met her dancing partner and seniors. not bad ppl. but hey totally not my type sia. hmm.. not so sure. haix. i am too tired to go crazy liao! haha. wanna sleep.
@ 9:41:00 AM
loreal.
loreal is the best and most successful brand i have ever seen so far. their skin and hair care can never be overtaken by others. it is affordable but it is super effective. for example i bought a nutri gloss conditioner. bloody. it can make a mirror ashamed of itself! haha. gosh my hair is all shiny and well my hair finally has weight. haha. my hair is the fine and weightless kind. which means it cn be real hard to retain moisture esp after rebonding. so yah. now is so nice to feel. can play with my hair all day. i dun regret spending 8.50 for a 200ml conditioner. i think i am gonna try the mask next time.
yesterday was a tiring day. was supposed to go pooling but jonas has no energy. bleahx. nvm. next tym ba. take care man! so i went to do sumthing abt my work stuff. went all the way to joo koon circle. so ulu! and quite scary. shldn't have worn a skirt. haha. i am employed again! haha. thurs and fri. which says that my whole week is being booked. sad? yah. haha. hope dun have proj on that day! i am so not free. bleahx.
yesterday had a good tym! yah. even though was damn tiring. hey i got reserved energy or fats... haha. later going out with cheryl. yah! miss her nia. lol.
that z* damn annoying sia. haix. dunno y tell me all those things. and tell me i have 9 steads be4 haha. lol. pls. i am not that shui bian lorx. fine lorx. bleahx. den write him testi? wait long long lorx. bloody long lahx.. i will write when i am free. which is imp! haha.
Sunday, June 18, 2006 @ 11:30:00 PM
Bored
i am so bored. gosh. thank god i did not think too much... haix. one day nvr tok i am starting to miss him real bad... wahha... lol.. lame sia me.
i am just missing sum one sia. ani way i got this bloody headache. i dunno why. haix. gonna sleep early today. hahax. lol.
i am tired... tmr needa go kimm ann get sum signature. but ganna get signature first and wait for that old bus. haix. sia lahx. sianz. but tmr can play pool. been wanting to learn for a long tym sia. haha. lol. finally! gosh.
i still wish can tok to him. lol.... stupid me.
@ 12:10:00 AM
No higher than hard gay.
went to watch the youtube hard gay... hoo... haha... so damn funny. was pretty high after watching haha. lol. serious but hey his energy is so high sia.. really cannot compete. can compete with jerome but not with the hard gay. i will definitely lose. lol. really admire his spirit sia. lol.
today spent half of the day sleeping away. cool sia. den do mani coz last nite do the white not really veri satisfying. lol. but today was really patient. i applaude for myself first tym sia. lol. hmm. so gentle with the brushes too. but hey i shaked the damn bottle of nail polish and it came out not veri smooth so i did it all over again. lol. den now my hand i can say not bad lahx. except for my left de done by my mum. white colour doesnt suits me. have to admit.
den actually wanted to meet my old tym fren de but it was too late and my parents wun want me to go out so late. haix. nvm. next tym ba.
now onli 12:31 and i am feelin quite tired sia. haix. say jerome old i think i am the one who is old lahx. do nth also can get tired pro lorx. hahax. i will get strong de. haha. one day.
tok to weiting on msn she wont reply. sadded sia. haha. think you super busy or smth. hahax. take care gal! dun wear yourself out. lol. wish to go out with you sum day soon.
yippee... getting pool lesson frm jonas. but he say he not that good lahx. nvm. at least can learn the basics. lol. was hoping that hafiz will join us. but nvm lahx. i think jonas will vomit blood while teaching me coz i quite slow. haha.
Friday, June 16, 2006 @ 11:32:00 PM
i changed new song le. haha. so i am supposed to be happy. doin mani own myself now. so my typing speed veri the slow. have to be patient. now the colour is white. yea pure white. haha. now is onli right hand. i dunno nice anot. haha. but it is my fav colour after all. lol. went to eat lunch with sabrina today in sch. haha. tried the canteen one yong tau fu. nt bad lorx. nex tym gonna eat at canteen one. today saw jerome while eating. and he expect me to say hi while my mouth is full of noodles?
in the morning chatted with a baby. studyin in np de. haha. den still brainless lahx. hahx. hu cares. den crap with her till she cannot take it. lemme warn you i really can tok crap ok! dun mess with me! you wouldn't want to.
back to sabrina. haha. lol. really owe her a lot sia. supposed to go out today de but hp cancel the appointment. so have to find someone eat lunch with me. haha. she is soooooo kind and sweet to listen to me vomit nonsensical things. thanx a lot. i need listening ear. haha. she is one. hmmm. after eating we went library after buying jj lin. he is eva so cute. den discussed whether i shld cut lyk him anot. hahax. so damn short. but that's gonna mean i have to start growing hair again. no way! gosh but i really lyk the hair. maybe when i think more abt it. oh yah sabrina cut hair! not really nicer than the previous coz i prefer the last time de. haha.
after library we went to westmall. nvr sae weiting but nvm. hu wants too? haha. lol.
i have changed song. that means i am goin to be patient and not goin to think too much! My weakest point are those. so after sch hols. you might see me have a great diff ba. haha.
cant wait to go out with cheryl. wahaha. wat a sweet gal! love to spend tym with her tis tues but dunno she free anot. bleahx.
could be meeting zhihao. but haven contact him yet. think he not coming le. haha. nvm can stay at home sleep and do homework to achieve my goal of doing all my homework. lol!
@ 10:35:00 AM
heart.sore.
woke up at eight feelin sore inside. hmm. sore. i shouldn't think too much. not thinkin too much yah. haha. everyone has been telling me that. and yah my eyes are swollen but not that swollen. coz i think it has dried up. haha. no more tears to fill. grrr. i am supposed to do my wcomm. but wth. haix. me. me. me. got tok to him just now. feeling happy and suspicious. i dun wanna fall alright to that damp dark stanky hole. it sux to be there. hmm.
joining ba society. it is final. wanna be cheryl's sc. gonna be cool. haha. cool sia. missed her. and i lyk her pm in msn. lies dun alwaes stay lies. you fucking bastard. hahax. love it! hmm. think goin out with her next tues. cant wait! cool sia. haha. haven seen her fer a long tym. so for tis weekend better do finish all my homework. but... i am so lazy.
mum thinks i am vain. but hu's not? hu dun have a mirror at home.
oh yah broke down yesterday. hmm. feelin better i guess. hahx. i am so goin to be high. crap with weiting's fren just now. haix. crap sia. dunno where my words cum frm. i am alone again. think i not gonna eat later. haix.
@ 12:26:00 AM
I cannot believe my fate. i refused to believe it. to see that my ** would treasure an england more important than me? i am hurt. not becoz of *** or *** i am angry at my fate my life my everything. yah i am cryin. so you noe i look bloody ugly and i am gonna have swollen eyes. i am tired. when will ppl treat me like real? i am real you noe? i am hurt. very hurt. i am broken. i am crying. i cant take it anymore. gosh. i should just sleep it off.
Thursday, June 15, 2006 @ 11:21:00 PM
?!?!??!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
gosh! i am confused sia. i am mixed. but i am not pmsing. haha. everyone tells me not to think too much which i think is right but wth. where all those cum frm. haix. he is using me at sum tyms and you noe i hate that kind of pretentious frenx. why does it have to be him? hope he is not liddat. i am not angry nor sad. just confused so i can safely say i am not dying. but walkin towards death. haha. lyn. i dunno how you managed to keep smth these big frm me. for me i cant. i am a bit angry at the way you keep things from me. but i will not hold it against you. haix. i am no sad. i am confused!!! gosh i am so not gonna sleep. tmr i think is gonna be me day which is for me to sort out lots of stuff.
lyn pls dun kp things frm me again! dunno how you can survive these things.
i still lyk tokin to him when he is not using me. i hope i can have my sweet story gosh. haha.
oh yah i am not depressed or sad ok! i am just chipping away bit by bit? like my mani. lol. but i am really confused but hey dun think too much!!!
@ 8:35:00 PM
uncleared food.
not so nice bak chuo mee from holland v
that was my lunch dun really look nice alright. haix. should have try katong laksa jerome say nice. but the pro is that i not cure where sia. haha. lol. i am so goin holland v again to try all the food there. well at least try the cheap ones haha. haix. now is the nice things rite later tok about sad things. lms... and iac. hmm.. now still tryin to learn how to upload songs sia. haix. gosh.
Ok. abt lms today... today have to reach sch ard 945 but i think i reach ard 10 coz last week i was early k? den everyone was lyk late. so to be fair i was late. haha. funny sia. haha. den when i climb over the bridge i have to climb back coz needa go xy's house do proj so needa take 61 and climb overhead bridge again. haix. we started our lms at 1030 den went to eat bak chuo at 12. haha. walk ard abit. act wanna go see whether wandi there but nvm rushed back to do shootin and as well as iac. haix. den a lot of funny thing happen. was wild and high today. dunno why. maybe it is the after effects of tokin with you noe hu ba. haha. den after the shootin we were lyk rushin coz we needa go home k? rushed iac while xy rush editing i not sure abt her. but i was on a tight schedule. haha. anyway after everything me and weiting wanted to go to breadtalk to buy bread. bought my fav sunflower. long tym no see sia. have been finding for it a long tym sia. it was the last one too. gosh. den walk to the busstop. scared lost so ask the money changer for directions. he wasn't very keen. but we reached home safely yah. haha. and i took some pics! haha. cool!!!
@ 12:50:00 AM
new blogskin!i have changed a new blogskin! ooh. haha. took me along tym to do it sia. so tired lorx. anywae will do a quick entry. tis new blogspot is to sgnify me goin to change to a more patient girl ok? so yup i am goin to be a doc and a famous one who has lots of patient. haha. now i am quite happy yah. tired too. not too sure sbt the future. but hey the future is a mystery! so y worry? hope you guys love the new blogskin! oh yah... i dun really like rain that much but the skin is nice wat. so who cares. i still cant figure out how to upload songs lorx. i tink smth wrong lahx. haix. nvm. try again another day!
Wednesday, June 14, 2006 @ 9:45:00 PM
Rusing Rushing!
Haix. today thot i was gonna be late for work so rush all the way to the mrt station. brisk walking, i am so pro. heng i caught the train. I also realised smth today! the great moodswings i've had is because of that! sia lahx. should have thought of that. haix. so i am happy now. enuff of those sad sad entries. cool sia... haha.
when i reach work i was so tired i could have fallen asleep coz i dun have enuff sleep. haix. sadded. but it was my last day so i think it was ok. and i managed to stay awake!!! yippee.. haha
den i ended work early at ard 3 yah!!! coz i needa go sign the TG agreement which bond me to work here for 3 years. and if i go uni hu noes sia? haha. i am goin acca by the way so yah.. haahaa. i am goin to succeed. yippeee. a great future is waiting and i cant wait. wahaha.
Anyway i am no tryin to learn more abt blog. haix. i wish i have a noe all fren sia. i need to find so much things on my own. haix. sianx... lol. but it is a good way to learn! gotta go sia. so tired. and tmr still got proj. not really veri enthu in going becoz of sumth. haix. dunno wat i do there too.
Tuesday, June 13, 2006 @ 10:58:00 PM
Hmmm. tomorrow is my last day of work. i dunno wat to feel lehx.. i lyk the job but i wish it was more challenging. haha. yep. i would love to continue but where wm i goin to sit when a newcomer has just arrived and sitting at my table? lol. i dun think they are goin to let me continue. anyway from this work experience i realised if you work hard during sch it really pay off when you start work. so i am damn sure gonna get my degree in accountancy or even higher just to be in that level. i dun care a damn thing. i am gonna be aggressive, cruel, studious wadeva it takes me to get there. i will do it! haahaa. my bro even suggested me to go the big 4 during my vacation to gain experience. not a bad idea sia. i am goin to do it the end of yea semester. i may be good at spending i will make damn sure i earn it back 1000000000000 times back. sounds ambitious? you bet i am gonna reach that goal!
just now slept like 1 hour while my bro was using the com. cool sia. shiok lorx. haha.haix. i love sleeping!!! i miss sleepin and dreaming sia. haha.
Monday, June 12, 2006 @ 8:36:00 PM
Last night should have went online sia. hate it!!! Kena virus sia. hope it has disappeared forever!!! ooh. i love my baby acer sia. haha. lol. quite sadded that such a thing happen to my com. and i hate ppl who touch my things without permission.
aniwae i din slept till 3 and i woke up at six. which means i onli slept like only 3 hours? half of what i normally need. i was surprised at how i can manage to not faint on the way to work sia. haha. sia lahx. i was still a bit giddy sia. haha. think tonite gonna sleep early liao. coz really needa replenish my fantasy hours... haha.
Aniwae i am scolding if i let myself fall that hard on the ground again! NEVER!!! haha. lol. i am a happy gerl! wahaha. aniwae i think mr luo weiting was sweet. usually he is lyk sour and bitter. hahaaz. he offered to listen to my woes. but heyx. dun wanna trouble you sia. haha. lol. thanx luo weiting!!!
Sunday, June 11, 2006 @ 11:21:00 AM
Sad.voiceless.confused.I woke up to find my heart trashed and heart broken. Haix. maybe i am just thinkin too much. i wonder how my ex can suffer this kind of torture alone? i am really awed man. this is all killing me! Half of my energy is sapped away liaox. haix. is he really worth waiting? i cant help to think about this. i am moody now!!!! although i will try to be happy but am i goin to be ok? is it love? or just infatuation? haha. i wonder. my heart is doin the flip-flop thingie again and yah it hurtz. lalala. but not that bad, i still can take it. i will stay strong coz i am strong!I am sure my mood will change today. coz i am goin to buy sally hansen today and well do my long awaited manicure myself. yesh! i am an independant ger! But one thing will not change my throat is sore. that will means onli soupy food. but i love those. my throat is alwaes giving me problems coz ihave had tonsilitis before. and if it acts up again i have to go for surgery. so yah, i have to watch wat i eat sia. happy? i have self-control de k? haha. see i am half broken now.Oh yah, weiting sry cant make it to the swimming coz i am not realy well and my throat need extra attention. maybe next tym ba.
Saturday, June 10, 2006 @ 10:49:00 PM
Yippeee day!
I am so going to watsons tomorrow! why? i am goin to buy nail polish the very popular and expensive brand! why? i heard it is good from my mum. and since i am goin work at watsons last tym i saw many ppl buy such an expensive nail polish, i think quite dumb but feel lyk trying sia. haha!!! yipee. and while at the shoppin centre i am goin to check out coco lee cd!!! love her!!! wahaha!!! SO happy today!!! Lol...
Juz now moi lappy kena hijacked so many tyms sia... haix. sadded. that;s wat happen to a poor family! I am goin to swim tmr sia. early in the morning! haix. hope it rains so no need to go. hahax. bleahx. sabrina. see i mentioned your name! lol. i am so lookin forward to tomorrow mean the buying of nail polish!!! haha. lol. Haix. my day super good lahx! haha. but of course got smth not happy de wat. i am not goin to take that into mind. i am just goin to take back seat! sit there and watch. be the audience! wahaha. chim?
Friday, June 09, 2006 @ 11:11:00 PM
Betrayed.used.hurtToday woke up at 6 a.m. to get ready fer work. dun really feel lyk goin though. haix. as i took bus to get there[jurong industrial park], i cant help but feel lost. it wasnt me to not noe where i am heading juz lyk the suntec tym. the fear completely took over me. omg. i hate to feel that way, it was so chilling to the bones. Aniwae when i reach kim ann engineering[my workplace] i was quite relieved but yet i have to see strangers again. woah. dun really lyk that. den i suddenly feel so dumb sia. haix. den aniwae i went to the acc dept to help them sort out docs it was easy yah i only used half of my brain.
I dun really lyk ppl who just patronise me. lyk those who just sms coz they wanna find a job! it is freakin irritating for me. they are so selfish. i promise not to sms back to them again. to think of that person would do that kind of things. lol. see reality just hit me again. i am still learning sia. and wat is 'haha ok' supposed to mean. i really dun understand sia!!!
Nvm. msn is so sianx now! i guess everybody is just walking away from me again. hmm. if my blog entry today feels moody, i am just being myself for today!!!
Thursday, June 08, 2006 @ 11:23:00 PM

There's smth wrong with moi uploading of photos lorx. Aniwae today had LMS proj should say all my feelings out. after that i went to suntec to get my work schedule. haix. had to rushed down there via train and my walking speed is equivalent to an average joggin. And who saes i nvr exercise. and i do cruches to my limits everyday [ coz i am lazy to count] wahaha. my work starts at 8, woho. and it is at jurong. i feel lyk i dunno scared i might grow fat. haix. nvm. i wanna sleep liao. have to get up pretty early it is lyk goin back to sec sch days. ooh.
thrown a little temper. haix. me. nvm. should have known that the character was liddat. hopeless me trying to change reality again. lol. i am alwaes liddat. lol. i dunno. now i am so tired. i just wanna sleep.
she asked me how cum i can noe so much, i told her i dunno. Coz i really have no idea. when i look back, i really can cool ppl up i guess ba!!!
@ 3:40:00 PM

Guess what this is!

Ooh. went back to NAC--- Watsons. Have such good memories working there. Haix.
@ 2:07:00 PM
My mood is not exactly the best cozof sum family pro. But the good thing is that i found my job wahhaa!!!! lol... but it is for the week only. wahaha. it is 5.50 an hour. i dunno if it is good
but at least i got smth to do rather than shopping.
The last few days i have been shopping. You see me shop is like seeing water flow! lol. scared sia.
saw jerome today. it was damn funny dun dare call out his name coz i not sure ba. haha... hope he dun mind ba sorry...
Monday, June 05, 2006 @ 4:33:00 PM
Now studying inside the sch library. My head is like aching real bad from studying too much. haix. Lol.
I really wanna comment on smth. i have move on so dun cum and bring the past up. i can get really nasty. shouldnt reveal much in my blog. yah keep it low. muahaha. Haix. cause me trouble sia.
i am a very simple gal however i lead a complicated life. i have many kepo frens? Or they just care for me? Like real. sumtyms i prefer they leave me alone.
my privacy has been invaded sia. should have log off my com. careless me. lol. my com is my life. i lyk moi acer kaes. the ibm is just a replacement. wahaha. lol. coz got a lot of songs i really lyk. that's why i so crazy abt it.
Sunday, June 04, 2006 @ 12:26:00 AM
The feelings i am feeling now are mixed. cancers are meant to be liddat. it is thrashing wat i have been building the last few weeks. and it could just be blown away by one person. I have to start all over again, or maybe i am just thinking too much liao. lol. that's wat huiping told me. this is my character. i worry too much!!! me and my thoughts.
Today went to do pedicure with hp at westmall. oh god. and i bought one slipper which is super comfy but the price is not exactly i lyk. haha. lol. the pedicure was nice and i am going to do on the 26 of june with her. wahaha. i am spendin money again. i am goin to stop thinkin kaes. i think too much. one day i will becum really white hair ghost or lyk those banshees there wahaha... screeching at the top of moi voice. muahaha. me and my fantatsies!!!
I can hardly keep my eyes open. lol. think i going lose round 2 to jerome! lol. that's sad!!! i am not goin to lose to and old man!!! i will never give up!!
Friday, June 02, 2006 @ 11:26:00 PM
Couldn't resist the temptation to blog. Today is the eve of moi first exams. i am definitely not nervous coz my mind is like totally distracted. haix. dunno it is a good thing or a bad one. My heart is pumping so hard, it feels so weird. lol. i wonder. oh no, it is not the pre exam jitters. lol. i will not have that kind of jitters. haha...
i had way too much surprise today. lol. dun really noe how to put it in wordx. hmm. ppl gotta wait fer ppl online. lol. lame me. sia lahx i dun really noe wat i am tokin abt now.
@ 12:06:00 AM
Home can be the sweetest and cosiest place you can find. But not for me at least for now. it feels so cold coz i got blamed fer the things i nvr do. nvm. one should look on the bright side!!!
Hmm. i am goin offline soon. i shouldn't swear. but i kinda wanna tok to him lol. wahaha. me shy lahx. haha. ppl still happy de. after so many incident i decided to look on the bright side, wat's the use of brooding? it could get me both pimples and wrinkles! lol
Last but not least i really have to this, not that i want to. lol. jk. i gotta thank sabrina!!! why? coz i took pic frm her phone which has excellent pic resolution. den she waited for me to go online jux to send the pics! so sweet!! lol. ok. sabrina i thanked you!!! i hope it can satisfy you!!
Thursday, June 01, 2006 @ 3:51:00 PM
Now i am at the sch library. juz finished wcomm lec, it was boring. but i was guai ok so i go attend. lol. actually supposed to go home de. but i better use the sch connection's to write this blog.
I wanna make one comment abt my bmgt tutor. i was on the laptop den he thot i nvr listen to my frens' presentation. lol. dun really lyk this tutor. i got listen de lorx. lol. the lecture was so sianx.
Chatted with j*****. lol. mux keep secret. overall the day was quite ok lahx.
met frens with ruth's fren janice and the GSN. wahaha.lol. such a funny encounter. gtg liao.