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Wednesday, February 20, 2008 @ 11:14:00 PM
actually for the past few weeks, i have been very moody. happy at the extreme and sad to the rock bottom. haha, that's how it has been for me. but gladly i still have my friends. i am really happy for my friends. it was much better than last breakup i have. i had no one then. i cried more then. but nowi just think a lot more. think about whether is it my fault, when i alr know the problem is not mine. For those who dunno what happened i will really update.
well, me and my bf broke up. a lot of ppl was shocked when i told them. actually he broke up with me. now wat is left is just memories. this time a lot of ppl really cared abt me from my mom to all my friends. but what i dun understand is why he wanna break with me. it was his wrong, how cum i am the only one who feels sorry that this once wonderful relationship is over. now everything just reminds of something, from songs to the notes i study for exam. one thing i cannot get over is the way why he wanna break with me. haha.
i still remebered that day like yesterday. that day he asked me to get a second gift for his mom. when the words came out of his mouth, i was kinda shocked but anyway i am ok with it. i just mentioned why now, it just have to wait till my pay comes out. then he wanted to use up my savings. i was like keeping quiet. cos i told him many times that the money is for savings not for spending. in the end he said i was too petty. then it was how it ended.
from then on, he din even give me any explanationat all. i dunno i am waiting anot. maybe i am but maybe not. i know i should move on cos ppl say he dun treasure me not my pro.
i just wanna say i need time to move on. he's trash i know. but i need time.
